What do you think of this poem I wrote?

Its for this guy that I really like. We talk to each other about our life everyday. I really wish I cld let him read this but I can’t. But just let me know what you think about it.

If you like me, why don’t you tell me that you do. Get out of that sinking boat and reach out for my hand.

Let me take you places that u’ve never been to. Let me be the one who loves u. So won’t you take my hand and give me the chance.

you told me that she might still take you back But what if she don’t. Seeing you hurt is the last thing I want to see. because’ it’ll hurt me even more if you chose her instead of me.

I smile and encourage you whenever you talk about her. But deep down in my heart, I’m stuggling to not let my feelings show. Its okay if I’m breaking inside, I just want to see you smile. And I’ll smile even though my heart is crying out for you.

I keep asking myself day by day whether should I let you go. But you see, I can’t. My heart just refused to let you go. I wish I could let you know. But how could I when you are always thinking about her?

I feel like crying whenever I talk to you. I feel bursting out my feelings and say that I love you. But I can’t. You love her more than me. A good sister is only what I am to you.

A good sister is only what I am to you. But why do I feel special whenever I’m around you. Why do I sometimes feel wanted by you. Do you have feelings for me too?

Gosh! I’m confused. Should I let you go? Or should I hold on? My mind tells me that maybe I should let you go. But my heart tells me to hang on.

Talking to you everyday, makes me feel secure. But each time I think of her, I’m drfted away. Thinking… just thinking… what is it that you really want from me? Love me, won’t you?