What if I dont like my mom, or stepdad or realdad?

So, my mom is a btch pretty much. all she cares about is her new boyfriend. all they ever do is drink. and I mean, if I ask her anything, she flips out. for example, I ask to borrow a shirt. A FUKING SHIRT. and she goes crazy. like, starts throwin sh*t and sayin all kinds of crap. I cant see my boyfriend at alll when im over there bc she gets mad or dont wanna let me go. I don’t know wtf her deal is, maybe shes just bipolar, but somethings wrong.

My Real dad doesnt talk to me anymore. I haven’t seen him since I was eleven. Im pretty sure he lives in the same town as me to. He doesnt call, he doesnt write, doesnt even try to find me. Hes a dck to. he used to beat my mom and all kinds of sht when I was like, two maybe?

And, theres my stepdad. The biggest jerk in the world. thats why my motherrr left him. Thats why nobody in the family likes him. He is always trying to start sht. He talks to himself about how bad my mom is and how I only come over to use him. seriously? hes mean to everybody. im not exxagerating either. My sister lives with him, and shes like a year younger than me and always starting sht and drama. I only stay with dad to see my boyfriend anyways. and what my boyfriend dont understand is that I cant stand bein over at my dads. and he gets mad if I go to my moms bc its hard to see eachother.

What the hell should I do?