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Okay, my dad and I have been fighting a lot. I'm extremely stressed and have know idea what to do. We have no money and already lost our truck. =/ I've known sense September 2009 that we were going to move; my dad didn't say where, but I assumed close to where we are now. I just found out that I'm now moving to Minnesota. That's a 2 hour PLANE ride from where I live. I can't believe this. I...My dad works nights so he basically just told me this and left me at home...alone...unattended. That's the worst thing he can do right now. I'm one of the most emotionally unstable people you will ever talk to. I've injured myself before, I stopped but kept going back to it. I just feel so lost, everything's crashing down. I keep getting pushed down. =/ Just when I'm about to get back up, something else happens and I fall again. It's gotten to the point where I just don't want to get back up or even try anymore. Life is hard, I know there are others who's lives are harder then mine, but it doesn't mean mine doesn't matter...Does anyone have any idea as to what I can do? I mean I've tried writting, singing, running, lifting weights, talking to people, just...everything. Nothing seems to work anymore...I've told a few of my best friends that I'm moving, they didn't seem to care at all. I'm finding out now, that I really don't have any real friends. None. I'm a loner. I'm not saying that thats a bad thing, I don't mind it, but I just really dislike it when people lie. So many people have said they'd be there for me with whatever I needed. ALL of them lied. All of them. o one is here for me on this Earth. What the h*ll am I supposed to do? How do I cope?
when I found out I was moving, I was hurt, pissed, and alone. because I thought I was alone. nobody can help me. I felt like the world was moving on without me, not caring who or what they left behind. when I finally came to my destination I was in the house all day for a month because there was nothing to do. the first day of school was the worst. o gosh, I just wouldn't end. the first month was the hardest for me, that was when I lost most of my friends, most of myself. but through all of this, I thought to myself, I have a clean start, I new chance to prove myself. nobody knows me, nobody knows mypast. and I can do. I am strong enough. I'm halfway throught he school year, and this was one of the hardest things I've been through, but I found myself and found out who my friends are. I promise, you can do it. you have the strength to look past the dark nights, alone. you have to press forth and see what lies ahead, see what's in the future. this moving thing can help you find yourself, because it gives you a new start, and a new look upon life.. you can do it, I promise (:
Life throws some real hard curves. Your old enough to get a part time job right? why not get one. That would help with the monetary issues having your OWN spending money...AND your not left alone. "To thine own self be TRUE" babydoll. That statement says it all. You only can rely on YOU in this world. Its up to YOU to make life what you want it to be. If you dont like whats going on in life its up to YOU to change that as well. I started working a full time job after school at age 13. My mom was a widow and really struggling. Then we bucked up and stepped up. It taught me independence, responsibility and I always had some spending money in my pocket. Remember this advice. Parents are NOT perfect. Mine werent and now that I am a mom...I have made mistakes along the way. I know money is tight EVERYWHERE and even here in my home raising a disabled child alone with no family now since they all died. Your dad is probably doing the best he can but YOU can also step up and HELP him right now too. Its up to you! anyways...thats my advice for you. BIG HUGS SWEETIE!!
I know what your going thro. I been in your shoes, and your right about friends .theres no friend in this planet, all you have is your family. friends our just people you hang out with that it. I learn by growing up. but just because people dont seem to care about you leaving dont put your head down. learn and see what kind of people they are and you learned that there not there for you. but dont let anyone put you down. or make you feel like shit. be strong. and dont give up. like many people say once you our down all you cann do now is go up. be strong and stick with your dad help each other get better.
