Should I give this poem to my boyfriend?

Written Words

I’ve been trying to write all my feelings down And give them to you when you come to town But the words I write always seems to cheesy So I scribble them out wishing this would be easy But I’m determined to try just one more time Though my words arnt worth a dime Yet I hope you read this and I hope you care For I’ve been thinking for hours just for words to share So here I go again, trying one more time Sitting here listening to that window chime

I know I’m indecisive and always say to much And when we talk about some things, I often tend to blush I’m not very smart and that I can admit And sometimes I have swearing fests, “fck you, little sht!” I also tend to worry way more then I should But really I would stop all that if I thought I could I guess I really need to try to change all my ways Maybe then I wouldn’t have so many awful days I really don’t mean to act that way, its all just from my past But I will try real hard this time, and hopefully make it last

You really mean so much to me, and I don’t want you to go For when ever I’m with you, my eyes, they seem to glow I really don’t want to lose you, not now and never then But when everything’s going good, I act like a freak again I hope you know its just because I often feel nervous It gets so bad that sometimes I even seem brainless Its all just because I like you, love would be the better word Yea I think of it as love, I hope that doesn’t sound absurd I think I should go now, for I think I’ve said enough But just keep in mind, that none of this was bluff