I hate my life

Don’t ever! say that! you have allot to live fore and pluss, the lord isn’t ready to take you. We all have our ups and downs and twice, I felt like you because my family and I don’t get along at all! I thought if I wanted to comitt suicide, my family would be happy but, my friends wouldn’t. I had to revert back to comitting suicide last year since I’ve been having issues with my family. At 17, which was awhile ago, I first thought of my suicidal problems since that was when I lived with my parents and my mother and sister treated me like dirt since I was pretty close to my father until I turned 21. I had people to talk too mostly from high school since I didn’t go to counseling right away until last September. I kept thinking about using a gun back then since even then, I thought my family would be happy without me. Then, when I was 23 last year, in June I had a bout of depression where I reverted back to when I was 17 and started thinking about suicide since I thought about my familie’s reaction which would’ve been celebration. Since I live on my own, I’ve been coping with things that happened in the past with a counselor. That’s when I needed help to get rid of the suicidal thoughts I’ve had. What really helps is to be around people that care about you and so forth. I found myself making friends with people from the church I belong too and they’ve been really good to me and in fact, when I told a few people about my family problems, they suggested I get help so I did. Maybe you should think about counseling if that would make you feel better? I know counseling has helped me so far. I know sometimes we feel that we’re not wirth living when problems accur. You have to think about the people that care about you. That includes your brother, and friends you hang out with. Also, think what god would say. He loves you and he wouldn’t want you yet since you’re still young and have allot ahead of you. Your family kind of sounds like mine in a way that’s pretty cruel. I’d pray about this, and if you want to talk, you can funmail me. Please! don’t comitt suicide. It isn’t the option. I had to find that out myself. So, talk to your friends and brother if you can’t talk to any of your family. And, I’m suggesting counseling. Its only a suggestion. I don’t know you, but, if you did end up comitting suicide, I’d miss you. I think people on here would miss you as well. Think about this and don’t let your family get to you. Take care!!

I actually have gone through what you’ve gone through before. There was a point in my life when I literally felt like I had no one. Family, friends, nothing. And I would sit in my bed cry and think of ways to kill myself. Honestly I felt like my parents treated me unfairly in relation to how they treated my other siblings. Anytime anything went wrong it seemed I was the first one called out. When I finally couldn’t take it anymore, I attempted suicide and failed obviously. I think you should really seek help. Professionally. A therapist perhaps. Even if you don’t think you may need it. I surely didn’t think someone who didn’t know me or my problems could possibly ever understand anything about me. But therapy actually in some ways changed my life. Even though I am opposed to “fixing” depression with drugs. I truly believe in therapy and just talking to someone who doesn’t judge you can do you lots of good. And keep you at peace even. I think you should seek some help. Maybe you should ask your parents about it (ino you probably dont want too =(). Please though I think it would do you some good. Man there’s so much to live for. I know it doesn’t seem that way now. But maybe one-day it will. I hope you consider some of this and I hope I helped you. With much love and hope, Natalia

STOP YOU NEED TO SERIOUSLY TALK TO SOMEONE YOU MAY BE GOING TTHRU SOME TOUGH TIMES RIGHT NOW BUT IT WILL GET BETTER WITH THE GRACE OR GOD YOU KNOW THAT YOU ARE COMMITING ONE OF THE SEVEN DEADLY SIN …SLOTH…YOU NEED TO LOOK THAT UP AND THINK ABOUT WHO YOU WILL BE HURTING

DONT you DARE SAY THAT SURE THERE WILL BE SOME TOUGH TIMES AND MOMENTS BUT THATS HOW LIFE IS SOMETIMES LIFE HAVE THERE UPS AND DOWNS AND SOMETIMES DOWN PART OF LIFE MY LAST 3 MONTHS A YEAR BUT THERE WILL ALWAYS BE A POSITIVE PART THAT WILL COME AROUND you JUST GOT TO BE PATIENT you NEED TO PRAY AND PUT your FAITH IN GOD I WILL PRAY WITH U !!! JUST DONT GIVE UP ON URSELF

thats how I am right now. but I decided that once im 18 im outta the house for good until they can come to their senses and be a tad bit more better to me. you know treating me like a son then a piece of crap =P funmail me if ya wanna talk bruh

aww you should not talk like that every body has there ups and downs but you should not harm your self or put yourself down try to talk to your family let them no whats going on and if not talk to your friends it helps a lot

nooo!!! you have a great purpose in your life!! what will your friends and your brother do if you died?? ud leave them seriously depressed!!! think of them, and keep on living!!! plez!!

You will be able to surpass the bad life you feel you have right now. Hold on for better days. They will come. I promise. I’ve been there before but I didn’t leave my house until I was 21. You should consider leaving when you’re of age. For now maybe just try to hang around your friends more and take the yelling from your parents in not too seriously. I used to just listen to my dad yell and I just waited for it to be over and not take it seriously. Practice doing this and you will become immune to it soon. Hope I helped. Don’t think about killing yourself. There is much to live for when you are able to leave. It’s great out here.