Counseling

You are in the position now similar to an alcoholic or junkie who has just came from rehab and cab easily use or drink again. You need to continue therapy, 1st you need to find a therapist who can work with regarding the emotional phobia of talking about your feelings and dealing with the panic attacks that occur with revealing inner feelings. You need to be on your mpod stabilizers again, to keep the seratonin levels regular. You could “use” again very easily at this point. Your mother loves you and wants to see you happy. Do you realize that she is still praying thanks for allowing you to live 3 weeks ago. Do you know what it would do to her if you slipped to that point again, but this time you won??? A mother should not have to bury their child, it just isn’t the way it is supposed to be!! Return to your medication and start looking for a therapist who has practice in dealing with your type of issues. You’ll be amaz2d. Many therapists have training in these types of problems!! Good luck, please get back on the antidepressants and lett them have a chance to work

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I am not sure really but I hope you dont killyourself

you need to dig deeper to the root of what’s causing you to feel depressed that you even tried to kill yourself. I understand your mom’s view point of making you seek help with a therepist, and I think it will be wise for you to do so (the mere fact that you mentioned “kill yourself”, “phobia” and “panic attacks”). a therapist might help you but you also need to help yourself if you want to make it better for you.