Do you ever feel like life is unfair?

I am seventeen years old so if you do not listen to me i completely understand your reasoning…and either way thank you for reading what I have to say.. Life is hard no matter your age and saddly is only seems too get harder as you grow older…but you have to remember that God will never forsake you or abandon you and he will never give you more then you can handle…I don’t know if you believe in God or not…but the bible says that in Romans 8:28 says that all things work to gether for good…WE only see a little bit of the picture at a time and that is offten wheere our down fall is..we see only now and not latter on…it is like we are walking in the dark and all we have is a lamp and we can only see two stepps a head of us and then the rest is in darkness…we just have to trust in God that he knows the plan and sees the hole picture when we don’t…In the end though we come out stronger then we where before..I do not know why god has allowed so many trials to be fall you..maybe so that when you get to your weakest and darkess point you willc all out to him..second Corinthians 12:9 says And he said unto me. My grace is sufficient for thee; for my strengeth is made perfect in weakness. it is when we are at our worst and lowest that we are truly able to see God..it is then that we call out to him and he saves us…it is then when our pride and everything else is stripped from us that we turn to him…because we can not do it on our own…I do not know why all these things have happened and although i can not understand why I still believe in God…My life just as any one elses consist of both a past and a present but it is nither that define me…just as nither define you…it is what you do with it ..that matters you can not change anything all those things happened yes but do not slip into depressionand soak in sorrow..get up and do something about it…take the pain learn from it and move on…I can only say these things where as I do not know your pain but I have known a lot in my life..I come from a very abusive home and have had to grow up a lot faster..I am in foster care right now since the state will not allow me to live on my own…although i am more then capable of it..my Mother is not a part of my life by her own choice nor does she have rights over me..she and my step father are very abusive..they still have my siblings though ( three of them) and then my own father died three years ago and so I can’t live with him..most of my family will not talk to me do to religous reasoning ( stupid really) and I have moved over 20 times in two years from home to hom..life is only now startting to get together because for the first time I am doing something about it making the best of it..for a long time i thought it all unfair and i did not iunderstand why…the rapes…beatting.yelling..blood violence…fights…why she left me…all these things why Dad died..everything made little since…I got really really depressed tried everything you could think of to exscape reality only to find that nothing worked and nothing gave me peace of mind…I would run away only to relize i couldn’t runaway from my self…But I am not an empty shell and I have taken what God has given me and I am doing something with it…I am going to college fully paid for in Jan. on a psychology major…I have a good job..and my Church family has helped me so much..and once I turned to God…life got a lot easier on some levels..sin no longer held me and death no longer threatens me…God is both the Mother i needed and father I never reallty had…God and reading the bible gives me more peace then anything else ever has and fills me…it is odd if you new me my hole life you not believe that I have chosen willingly to live a christian life nor the chages i have undergone…Phil. 4:13 says that I can do all things through Christ which strengeth me..and psalm 147:3 says He healeth the broken in heart, and bindeth up their wounds…God has done that in my life he has taken my pain and helped me to lift it up into the air…I am not saying that there are not time when i STILL GET REALLY DOWN because THERE ARE..but i know that God knows everything and has allowed it for a reason… AS well as that nohing last..one day all that we know will be gone..and God willc hange everything..the bible talks about NEVER..kowing SORROW ever again NOR PAIN AND SUFFERING…as though you never new it…I do not know about that biut i am looking forward to never feeling pain and haveing no more tears…i HAVE HOPE NOW…HOPE AND FAITH I have never had before and it changed my life… FAITH IS THE SUBSTANCE OF THINGS HOPED FOR AND THE EVEIDENCE OF THINGS NOT SEEN ( hebrews 11:1) God not only saved me but healed me as well. So yes I do get those days where life sems almost unbearable but …my faith gets me through it…I will keep you in prayer and I hope that things get better…God can do for you what you can not do for your self..may he bless both you and your family…