How would I deal with this?

None of us are guaranteed the next 5 minutes - I would talk to them now or put it in writing (organizing your thoughts) and present it to them now…I wish you the best !!

Better they go then you even though we all have to die sometime,,, you rather put them through the heartache of your death thats kinda selfish when you die though you will be with them soon enough. They are in a better place

Kay, Consider yourself lucky!! One of the ways you can always keep them in your life forever..is to adopt a lot of the traits you love in them..When you have kids and grandkids, deal with them on the same level as your grandparents deal with you..This way they never die. Their physical body has gone but their spirit is actually living on through you, because they make such a powerful impact on you. (This is ongoing) Your kids and grandkids and maybe even your great grandkids will benefit from the powerful love of your granparents. I hope this helps..if not funmail me..OK? Familycoach

hey, its best not to think about things like that until they happen. You can really beat yourself up when you don’t need to. And im the same as you, I hope I go before any of my family members because I don’t handle death well. But you will be able to push through it like people do. Its how you treated them when they were alive thats going to make you feel better about the passing. So ya, do what amblessed said, even though they probably know how you feel