how am I supposed to deal with 3 friends passing away?!

ok this is something that is just going to take some time. I lost my grandma recently and am still dealing with it. I canm only imagine how 3 people must feel. I am truly sorry though I know sorry doesn’t help one bit. I don’t know if your religious or what but I know that God is the only way you can. God is in Control. If you don’t believe in him I’d suggest time.Talk about it and remember that they proabbly would want you to be happy. also, spend time with those you love and are dealing with these losses too. They are also dealing with this and it might help.

Unfortunatley, there is no magic recipe. I lost my daughter 8 years ago. I can say that in a lot of ways, it has gotten easier. It is no longer on my mind every second of every day. But it is always there. The holidays are especially hard. Everyone handles grief differently. Do what you feel you need to do and give yourself time. Remember to be kind to yourself also. Grief can make you physically ill, just as stress can. So give yourself some extra care and attention. You will get through this, as hard as it seems.

That is a really hard one but all you can do is spend time with the ones that you have right now I hope that you are ok

Thanks for your advice guys! I truly appreciate! it! like I dont really like talking about it because it just hurts too, much, I am religious and I do believe god had plans for them, but I dont think I will ever understand why they lef t me so soon :(