his memories hunnting me?

hi frnds iam in desperate position now..can anyone help me.I need your advices for me 2 get consolement. well I recently finishd my graduation.

when am pursuing my sstudies I met a guy on chat who is from dubai.we became very goodd frnds .we ussed 2 share everythig love ,friendship,care,help.affter 1 yrr we came so close that he came my place jusst 2 meet me from such a long place.that guy already toldd me that he is already having a galfrnd n they are staying 2gether since 7 years.first I dint bother abut him so much as we are just frnds.later on now am in a position now that I cant sleep vthout talkng vth tthis guy in a day.he told me sterday that he is getting married vth that gal as that gal is pregnant as he dont want to looose the baby.he told me that we will be frnds as we are..but am in a position now unable 2 frget him.he is a very sweet person , very understaning nature,helping nature guy. I dont knoow where my life is destined by god..till now am preserved(virgin) for my hubby as I wanted 2 giv everything of mine 2 my hubby only.I had a kiss vthh this guy nn I cant forget those memorable mmoments shared vth him. please anyone advice me in this situation what to do?do I continue talking vth him?r stop? waiting for your valuable suggetions