How can I fix this depression?

Wow, I really feel for you. Sweetheart, you’ve got some really great friends- they came after you and tried to protect you over and over and over again, even after you were rough with them or tried to shake them off. They obviously really care about you, and want you to be safe and to feel better. But, maybe a friend can’t give you all the help you need. If you’ve cut yourself, it means your pain is deep enough that you probably don’t see any way out- this is serious and you need to talk to someone. Have you ever tried calling your doctor, maybe a close relative you have (siblings, aunts, uncles, parents, anyone?). You deserve help and to feel better, everyone deserves to be loved. What has happened is not your fault- please remember that. You have gotten yourself in a hole that is too deep for you to see out of, sometimes we all need a little help in getting ourselves out when that happens. Please talk to a doctor, or a counselor- or if you can’t seem to find ANYONE to talk to, you can contact a hotline. Search online for hotlines in the UK for depression- you can call them for free and they will talk to you for as long as you need. Good luck, and remember that your friends do care about you.

Ok, you need some professional help to talk thru your problems and work out where they are coming from. You have some great friends who are trying to help you but you are rejecting their help, and this walking in the middle of the road thing has to stop becos you are looking like an attention seeker and you look desperate and messed up. You need to forget your ex for a while and focus on yourself and getting yourself better. He is only going to put strain on you and lower your self esteem by making you feel guilty for doing absolutly nothing wrong!!! HE CHEATED ON YOU! you did the right thing in dumping him and so what? you slept with someone else? atleast you werent with your ex and didnt cheat on him!!! so your ex needs to get over himself and you need to stand up for yourself and stop letting him make you feel this way, you have nothing to feel guilty for. Stay away from your ex and focus on yourself, heal yourself, get to the core of your problems and start working them out and you cant do that with a guy in your head.

alright, i have some advice for you. i agree, you’ve got some very good friends. they seem to be looking out for you, as should they. and everyone changes, but that doesn’t mean you should give up what is important to you. boys are not worth it, i’ve gotten in a lot of sticky situations with them.. and none of that is good business. what i think you should do, it just sit down, alone, and think about what YOU want. i believe that sometimes, you have to be a little selfish because if you don’t look out for yourself, you won’t survive, literally. not saying that you shouldn’t look out for other people as well, but you’re just as important. i know your friends might be frustrated with you, those boys might be frustrated with you.. but what do you feel about all of this? self-inflicted pain is NEVER a good thing. ever. no matter how hard it gets. your friends seem to be a lot more reliable, you can go to them with your problems. i’m still a little confused about all these people in your story, but i’m trying to follow. if this helps, then i’m glad. if not, feel free to further explain to me your situation and i’ll try my best to help.. good luck!

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