why he did not say anything and have not called?

If God has kept you strong, then you know that God doesn’t want a cohabitation situation (which if you were doing all the wifely duties before you were a wife, it’s like cohabitation.)

I know it’s hard because you miss him and it feels like you wasted all that time and effort you’ve spent on him. But trust me, there will be a man who will do as much for you if not more. Work on spending time bettering yourself and finding things you love to do. Surround yourself with like-minded people who will uplift you. God will bring you someone who will be on your level emotionally, time-wise, and commitment wise. Let him go. He might come back around, but don’t wait for it.

I am 27. I have been raped, through a slew of bad relationships, been married to an abusive husband, and been divorced. Trust me, it’s better to wait than be married to a man who doesn’t appreciate all that you are and do. Experience is a good thing, but all that bad experience does for you is leave you bitter with a bunch of baggage in your next relationships. You don’t want someone with a lot of baggage, and I know you won’t want to bring a lot of nasty baggage into your future husband’s life either.

You seem like a beautiful spirit with lots of strength and attributes to offer. Set your standards higher and take nothing less than what you deserve. “ Give not that which is holy unto the dogs, neither cast ye your pearls before swine, lest they trample them under their feet, and turn again and rend you.” Matthew 7:6