What do you think of my writing?

I really like writing. and this one I wrote in like October and I want to see what people thinks (: . Please comment . thanks

Crashing:

He says, that his parents are disappointed in him if he failed. Its like they dropped a bomb on him. Right, if it feels like they dropped a bomb on him, well guess what my parents do. They say sht. Never mind, it feels more than sht or any bomb that has been dropped. It feels like my world got crashed. My hopes, my dreams. They’re all destroyed again and again and again. I lost hope, my love, I lost everything. What was it like to be the center of attention, but in a positive way? Everyone complimenting you on how pretty you look, how cute you look, or how whatever. I always wished that was me, but that won’t ever happen. Cause this world was born to look at me as a bad child. Nothing more than a good for nothing. Like a useless doll that can’t do anything but just sit there and watch the world go, but you just stay on one spot. Never moving, just watching. Putting on a fake smile so everyone thinks that you’re okay. But, you’re not. You’re crashing. Crashing. Not stopping till you hit the ground. You don’t even safe land either. You’re just crashing. No one can stop you now. Thats how I feel, when they talk to me. It feels like I’m crashing. Never gonna land soon or later. Just Crashing. I don’t need people’s pity, love or anything. I just I need to be alone. Crashing alone. Please don’t try to save me. Let me crash alone. By myself. If I die. Then let me die alone too. So let me Crash and never come back.