Should I feel bad for not wanting to communicate with old friends?

Should I feel bad for not wanting to communicate with old friends from highschoo. I am 21. After graduating h.s I lost communication purporsely with my old “friends” because I was never satisfied with those friendships, they harmed my self-steem. When I went to college my life change for the better but not quite, still have problems but changed a lot, but I am waaay better without them. I have no friends just classmates.

Well those old friends from h.s called after 3 years of not seeing them, I was the only one who lost contact with them, I hanged a few times in x-mas in summer but I realized that tthey havent changed.

-A friend of mine, wanted me to date this guy, she knew personally, and I had in my myspace. She went out with him and didnt invited me, and lied to me, even when there was proff, she placed him in his top list all of the sudden and I saw a message from him saying he enyoyed her company. Weeks before that he critized me in this really innapropiate matter why I still didnt have a b.f, and that she felt bad for me.

-That same friend, when I went I went to her house with other friends, to then go someplace else, I saw her niece and pat her in her head and tickled her tummy in a friendly way, she was happy. And she told me DON’T TOUCH HER, like if I were some perverted girl lol, I have a 13 year old sister, lol and I am a decent girl lol why he did that. She is sick. I was just playing with her, by saying Hi.

• She bragged me about not wanting to go to this party alone, I said, I can go witrh you, and she say no is ok. She didnt wanted to include me in her other groups of friends, so I didnt really made new friends through her. She had something bad to say about everyguy I wanted to meet.

-She is a very smart person, she is a biology major she is one of the people who studies very little and goes out every weekend and still gets straight A’s, and I am a biology major too who studies a lot, barely goes out, to get A’s, B’s and minimal C’s. She doesnt respects that and gets annoyed when I don’t go out with her, I think she is the only person who is like that because of that. She may be intelligent in school but in other things she is naive.

After a long time of not seeing that person and reuniting with her again nothing has changed, and since the holidays are coming I am starting to fear that maybe they will want to see me again when I don’t/