Never been in a situation so convoluted...

Ok so ill try to explain my current situation… I need some help and ill do my best to explane this. just a warning theres lots of bisexuality and homosexuality in this story…

I’m torn between 2 people… about 2 months ago, I broke up with my girlfriend, paris, of 2 years for irrelivant reasons.. It broke her heart and honestly hurt me quite a lot too… At the same time my best friend trevor was going out with one of my other friends matt… trevor was really being a douche and eventually dumped matt… both me and matt we’re traumitized, we started talking a lot and soon got really close.. for lack of a less sappy term, we fell in love. we started flirting and stuff at school, but paris got really jealous, soon it turned into some kind of a flirting battle over me and I hate being in the middle of stuff like that… Fought over like a piece of meat… Eventually, it turned into physical violence… Despite my efforts to stop it… The school found out and made all 3 of us go to consouling… The consouler told me to choose one of them before things got worse… So I asked out matt… Paris was traumitized, certain that I would choose her..I did my best to help her feel better and a lot of it worked… Soon afterward, I helped paris get a girlfriend (which was awkward), and theyve been going out for a little while, but paris doesnt seem completely happy in that relationship.. And she still flirts with me.. A lot.

Now me and matt have been going out for nearly 2 months… And I love him, but theres one problem… I think I still love paris too… I feel violent twinges of jealousy when shes with her girlfriend, and I catch myself daydreaming about her and flirting back… The other day we were alone and we kissed… It felt great but I feel horrible that 2 people were cheated on… what if I made the wrong choice, choosing matt? is it possible to love two people?? why do I feel so strongly about both of them?? I’ve hinted to paris I still love her, what should I do…?? I know that if I told paris I wanted her back, she would break up with her girlfriend in a heartbeat… Her girlfriend seems to be more of a support beam… What do I do I love both of them and dont want to hurt either of them…??