I have no motovation to work out.

I have never had motovation to work out. but i would like to be bigger, Stronger, faster. I am not fat by any means, i have an ok looking body i think. I would like to join the military but i know if i dont really start now then i will “wash out” while in the military. so if anyone could please give me any help on tips for motovaton it could be songs, workouts, etc. anything please help. also i dont really want to spend all the money for a gym membership. I have Dumbells ( 5,10,15,25,35,45 LBS) a Bench (without a Bar), a Medicine Ball (10 or 15 LBS I think). I would like to be Stronger over Bigger but at the same time want to look bigger. I Hate/Suck at running but I know i should do it to go into the military. If you have any good routines i could do at home please list that as well. -Thank You.