Just joined, my friends cant seem to understand, perhaps you will

The one girl that I thought was my true love left me a few weeks ago. Things were so perfect in the begining…and I was certain we would get married. She was everything I wanted…except one…she was kind of simple when it came to sex…and im used to wild girls. Anyways…that wasnt that important to me…and I loved her so much…I felt it was worth moving forward. About 4 weeks before she left me…things changed almost overnight. The whole time we were in relationship…she kept accusing me of cheating on her…although I have never ever done that…and I would have never done that. There was a time in my life…years ago…that I was pretty much a player…but no more. She said that her father left her when she was very young…and I guess perhaps…she didnt trust me because of that. We even went to counseling…and dr. Asked her why she was punishing me…and torturing me for what her dad did to her mom. Things got worse..she started treating me really bad…and I kept giving to her…because I didnt want to loose her. She told me she wanted to make it work one day…then she would go out with her friends…and text me really mean things like “my life is so much better without you” and “ im glad its over”. I never have done anything to this girl…other then love her with all my heart. She used to tell me that I was the most perfect thing that ever happened to her…and now she was treating me like I was cheating on her…when I wasnt.

One thing however…sex wasnt very good between us. She did turn me on…but she was kind of simple…and I am used to a wilder girl in bed. She actually accused me of being gay…because I didnt want to have sex as often as she did…and that hurt! ( not that there is anything wrong with that ) but im not!

Its like she did everything to hurt me…and make me want to hate her…but I still love her with all my heart. She dropped everything and moved to florida like the next week…quit her job…and pretty much ran away…saying she had some friends down there…including a guy…that she has always said was a friend…but I think now…that there is more. I mean…I think she said it to hurt me…but before she left..one of the last things she texted me…was that she was going to marry him…but I think she said that to hurt me too.

I dont know what happened to the girl I met…where did she go? What do I do…other then try and forget her. Is she confused…and scared…do I reach back out to her. I tried that a lot before she left…told her how I felt…and tried my hardest to show her my love. I did a lot of romantic things…the entire time we dated ( 5 months) hid love notes in her purse…surprised her with flowers at work…made breakfast for her in bed all the time…but I realize sex was a bit lacking…but was getting much better…the more comfortable we were with each other.

Do I keep fighting for her…or is enough enough?

Thanks!