Is It Considered RAPE.. ??

this happened a while back, but I wanted to know the opinions of others since the incident. [I haven’t told a soul this before].

me and friends were hanging out with some guys on 4th pf July weekend, pourin up, you know, lol. only one out of the three of us chicks knew the guys, and of course it was the girl who’s house we were staying at for the weekend. I was already half-gone by the time they got there, b/c they said they weren’t coming so we decided to buzz without em, but they ended up showing up anyway. so already being tipsy, a little bit more time went by with the guys juss gettn there and I was certified drunk..haha. we were playing spades when they got there, and the one guy that was interested in me shared small talk with me before I buzzed out. an hour into it, all of us girls were drunk, but the guys were only slightly tipsy. they had us taking our clothes off..but we didn’t have proper judgement, so we did it. I remember being in a daze, and the guy kissing me and ending up having sex with me in my friend’s bathroom, where she herself was already in, gettn RAPED by another guy. the next thing I knew they left and I started bursting into TEARS..so did my other friend who got taken advantage of. I was involved with a guy at the time, and I kept calling his phone HYSTERICALLY, but it was 4 in the morn, and he was dead sleep. I was so devastated over the whole thing after that wknd..I dn’t even remember the guy’s NAME. I told the guy I was seeing what happened when he hung out, and he said I was raped b/c I was under the influence..but I feel like it was ALL MY FAULT putting myself in a vulnerable situation like that. I wanna know the opinions of other people, was it rape or my stupidity ??

[btw, I DON’T have casual sex..EVER. and I decided not to make this anonymous so people can take this seriously and give me their take on it]

thanks !!