I love him And he told me he cared for me too..but we're only frie

Well i’ve known this guy for the longest but about 7 months ago we were on vacation for spring break at the beach.. me and a few of my friends and he happened to be down there with the guy that one of my friends liked.. well one of the nights we were there my friend wanted to go see his friend really bad.. well at the time he had a girlfriend (the guy i’m currently “bestfriends” with) but she wasn’t there..so when we got there he was a little wasted and kept trying to get with me. that night i ended up sleeping in the bed with him and he tried to do things with me but i was strong and decided not to even though i was totally feelin’ him n thought he was the hottest thing ever.. i’d always thought he was cute. then..the next day the 4 day beach trip ended and they were leavin the same day..and we all lived in the same town..so i followed him the whole 5 hours back..and we talked a little on the phone on the way back and we stopped and ate. well.. i didn’t talk to him for a few days after that weekend but about 2 weeks later the prom came around and he’d already graduated but his current girlfriend is still in highschool..so am i..but last year i was only in 10th grade. so he went to prom with her but that night he ended up spending the night with me.. from that night on we talked so much so many times a day and he got to where he came around alot..once his girlfriend got wind of it she broke up with him..and me and her have had an on going battle ever since..but after that me and him got way closer and i even ended up losing my virginity to him. we have sex pretty often and it’s worried me some cause i was like his 5th so one night i told him how i felt..and that i had started to get major feelings and that i didn’t think i could be his “friend” anymore but it didn’t change anything cause he was like who said i didn’t have feelings too?..but yet we’re still friends..with these benefits and its all i can ever think about and i don’t know where to go from here..and things are slowly changing between me and him and i can’t stay single forever just because of this..PLEASE HELP..–ME!