How can I stop hurting myself and fix my life.

Cutting/burning and Depression has taken control of me. I have been cutting for 3 years, on my ankles, upper thighs, hips, sides of my tummy, and on my hands. I also have been burning myself. I take something metal, anything, and heat it up with a lighter, then I push it into my skin, or I hold a lighter to my skin. I just told my parents about my self harm and they put me into therapy. At school I was pushed down the stairs and broke my elbow, 3 days after my 14th birthday I was raped, and my parents don’t have enough money to pay for therapy and pills and home school. My insurance declined and I’m spiraling down. I have not a person I can trust because my dad and I fight a lot and my mother get so stressed from talking to me that she starts crying and runs of to a hotel for the night. My parents are also fighting. My brother needs surgery and once again we cannot pay. I’m working at a stable with horses 40 hours a week, and I sell my paintings and my $800 gibson sg in on ebay to help pay medical bills. I have no where to go, no one to turn to. Before I kill my self I plan to burn all my poetry and journals. On January 12th I O.D. on sleeping pills. But I woke up in the hospital the next day. :\

Even suicide has failed me.

Can someone on here help me at all?

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