How can I not hate my dad when he was kind of abusive years ago???

When I was younger, my dad was not really abusive but kind of. He would make me cry for hours aday and hit my brother sometimes and like he would yell as if the world was going to end because of me. he was always angrey like all the time and is big and can look scary if he wanted to. like you don’t understand it was scary. So then he relized he had a problam and went and got help. he is sooo much easier going now and he hardly ever yells and hes just happier. Maybe he had issues he had to talk about but I dont really know. Anyways I still cant forgive him though. like I love him but I hate him, but not in like im a teenager who hates there parents cause ther mad but like im so confused. when I see him, I feel unhappy but then I feel guilty cause he relized he needed help then got it which im proud of but im still hurt. everytime I see him im mixed emotions. what do I do? I want to cry but I cant. im I just overreacting cause im just so confused. help please.

Answer #1

well, my mom was like that too. . she used to have drinking problems and what hit me and yell at me. she called the cops 2 years ago and then was forced to either go to rehab or sign a contract not to drink. she signed the contract. she is really mean to me and made me sooo mad. one day, I left my sweatshirt in my locker, and had to go back to school and get it. so I went inside to pick up my sweatshirt and when I came back to the car, it wasn’t there. SHE DITCHED ME. so trust me. one day you’ll learn that if you just dont show that it annoys you, he’ll give up. its no fun to be mean to someone or annoy them if they aren’t upset about it right? so just say “why are you doing this to me? cant you just learn that its WRONG? you are SSOOO mean to me ALL THE TIME. You (whatever he does to you) and you _ cant you just leave me alone?? I hope you are happy I HATE you!” and storm out. thats what I did to my mom. then, one day, out of the blue she said “ im sorry, I’ll try to be nicer to you, I’’ll try to not yell. I’ll try if you try.” and we haven’t fought since. hope this helps :)

Answer #2

Give yourself time to heal…it’s not just a matter of “not forgiving”, it’s a matter of “trust building”…and he broke the trust between child and parent.

Resenting him for the rest of your life will hurt you more than it will hurt him…maybe you need some counseling, too, to help you get past this?

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Answer #3

he hurt you pretty bad, it’s normal to have harsh feelings towards him.. but think of this, he got help, he wanted to be better, and he wanted to make your experience as a daughter better too. you gotta give him credit for trying. it’s going to take some time to get over the scars and memories he left, but forgiveness always takes time. so just gradually accept him.. dont’ force yourself because then the feelings will be fake. he’s your dad, and your his daughter..just try to get to know his good side, and try to forget the bad side..

Answer #4

hi my name is maggie. my father was a alcholhalic. I hated him for a while to , I would have to say that it is best to not forgive hime rite away. show him how much he hurt you. make him gain your trust back so you dont find him to hurt you more. just dont get your hopes up that he has changed rite away. be very careful

Answer #5

you should never hate anyone..and god says to always forgive since hes gottten help you should try to forget what happened on the past and think about your futurre

Answer #6

From what you wrote you seem very confused. My advice is do what your heart tells you. If you feel that hating your father will help you more then loving him then no one can deny you the right to do so. Give it time and clear your head then think it through carefully.

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