Forensic Scientist or Sniper ?

I know that I’m a bit too young to be thinking about my long term job for when I’m finished in university but I really am confused about this in particular . When I was younger I used to want to be a vet, because I loved every animal and I thought it was just diagnosing the animals and not treating them, then my family got a Sky box and after that they signed up for the documentary channels . Animal Planet is one of the very popular documentary channels and as soon as I saw the programmes on that channel it opened my eyes to what a vet had to go through, not just diagnosing an animal, not just treating it, but in some cases actually having to make the decision of life and death . I decided I couldn’t do such a thing and turned to the documentary channels, mostly involving looking at every day physics, and I have never been able to watch Animal Planet since . I started watching the CSI programmes and one took my interest in particular (New York) and I got really into them . Before I knew it I became known as a kind of geek in my school because of my knowledge, which I like better than being a no one because everyone where I come from doesn’t make fun of you for being a geek . I ended up wanting to be some sort of scientist but I wasn’t sure what type so I decided to let time pass and see if I could get any ideas . I eventually stopped watching CSI because it was mostly technology involved and I felt that the good old Science and Investigation theme had been let go . I found a programme called N.C.I.S. and then I thought I had made up my mind . I was going to be a Forensic Scientist . But I then saw the episode called ‘One shot, One kill’ and that changed it all . Gibbs describes the thrill that can be had from being a sniper and I the words that changed my mind were “Maybe you just enjoy being a sniper ? Get a thrill out of the fact that your target is totally of your presence . Their lives in your hands . You .. choosing the exact moment you plan to end it . Do you think Alvarez felt those cross hairs lining up on his chest ?” That changed it all, and now I get a thrill every time I think of me being a sniper and someone not knowing when I pull the trigger . So now I’m stumped . One part of me wants to be the Forensic Scientist, happy as I want to be doing my two most favourite subjects and working hard with them to earn my living . But the other part, it still gets that thrill of knowing that I might choose to be a sniper, but I don’t know anything about snipers, what subjects to take in High School, what qualifications I would need, who I would work for . I really need help, I don’t mind if anyone says I’m too young to make this decision, because yes, I know that I probably am too young, but I just need some advice on what I should maybe be thinking about, and how to make that decision when I am older and ready to choose my subjects further on in High School .