feeling low.

wow. that sounds just like how I was last year. I always thought life was such a effing b*tch, you know? But then I thought about how life will be once I turn 18 and can move out of this effing hell hole my mother likes to call “home”. so I started doing my homework; started focusing more one school. I found my escapes, although there we’re only two: going up to Tualatin every now and then to hang out with my friend, Lindsey. And then there’s going up to o.c to hang out with some of my other good friends, and now boyfriend as well. Sure I still do have those thoughts about suicide, but they don’t come along as often as they used to now. And I can’t remember the last time I cried myself to sleep. (: but anyways, wow. sorry about that.. you could always find someone on this website and talk to them. And here’s a list of others:

Here is a website for teens, about dealing with depression: http://www.helpguide.org/mental/depressi…

Here is a website where you can find a lot of information about depression, especially in teenagers: http://www.helpguide.org/mental/depressi…

Here is some random test I found to see if you’re depressed: http://www.findingstone.com/services/tes…

Also check out some of these other websites. http://www.about-depression.com/articles… http://www.teendepression.org/ http://www.about-teen-depression.com/

If you are depressed, show this to your parents or legal guardians so they can help you deal with your depression http://www.depression-guide.com/depresse…

There is a section on the above site that addresses parents on how to help their teen with depression.