Is it wrong to want to be depressed?

No, but you do need help, maybe councilling or something? They will help, and I’m sure they’ve seen plenty of people like you

Yes - you should desire a happy, healthy life - you’re allowing negative influences to take over…I wish you the best !!

Fun Mail a “sounding board”!

I would assume that you can’t talk about what you are going through with anyone because it is too personal and you don’t want others to know about it in relation to you.

The solution, then, might be to pick someone on Fun Advice whose advice you like and Fun Mail them. (You can check out the quality of someone’s advice by clicking on their name; going down to their recent advice, click on view all, then click on the questions that might interest you and view their answers.) Explain to them that you are having problems and want to have someone to use as a “sounding board” and would like to know if they would be willing to be your sounding board. Fun Mail is basically private, so you shouldn’t have any concerns about your privacy.

Although there are many users on Fun Advice who would be qualified, I’d suggest the person be an Advisor, for two reasons: First, most Advisors have several hundred or even thousands of Answers under their belt which can really give you a perspective about them; and second, you can simply click on the Advisors link at the top of the page and view a list of the most recently active Advisors with information about them AND a total of their Answers. (Don’t contact them by that “Ask me a question” link. That’s public. Instead, click on their name which will take you to their Profile page, then click on the “Send me Fun Mail” link on the left side of the page.)

You also have the ability to Fun Mail anyone (Advisor or otherwise) by clicking on the “Send me Fun Mail” link near the top of the Answer under the person’s name.

    I hope you do not take offense,
    To that that's gone before;
    'Tis only that it's my two-cents,
    And not one penny more. §;o)

its not normal no, at least not really what you describe …you sound more like you think about killing yourself or dying as apposed to just being sad and depressed either way, its a very unhealthy obsession youve got going youve got a life, youve got family and friends who love you an care about you you have two hands, you can do the hobbies that you love its not really that theres anything in life thats worth being depressed about unless youve expirienced something horrible that has made you start to question things …but it doesnt sound like yyou have anything to be depressed about you probably have normal problem just like many other people not getting along with family, people dont understand you, boy troubles, peer pressure, ect it would probably benifit you to talk to someone about how you feel it can be very helpful to get your feelings off your chest because people arnt mind readers, they wont know anythings wrong unless you speak up, and tell them there is talk to family, relatives, friends, teachers, school nurse, counsellor, doctor, ect about what your feeling because theres a whole world of stuff out there for you to explore and living life is about expirienceing all emotions not just one of them

Its not wrong are right, its something a person goes through in there life and if its not taken care of it can get out of hand. if you have a friend are talk to your mom and dad anyone tell them how you fell YOU NEED TO TELL SOMEONE so you can go to a doctor. The doctor can give you medcine for your depression, and it works I was on it for 2 years and things are getting better. Medcine helps you to do every day activity and want to get up its postive thing. So please get teh help you need.