Completely embarassing...

I was on here a little while ago asking about my first time…well, the opportunity presented itself this weekend. I thought it was going to be great. She came over for the weekend, and we hung out with some friends - then later that night, we started getting into it and I got on top of her and started kissing her stomach down to her downstairs department. I started eating her out and fingering her and she was really getting into it.

here’s where things started going downhill…

I am really, really attracted to her. Like..a lot, lol. But when it came time to well…start, I couldn’t even get it up. I was so disgustingly embarassed. She kept telling me it was alright and it’s not a big deal, and that she can wait until I’m comfortable which is really what I wanted to hear, but I mean…usually, I have to apologize that my boner is hitting her leg (as a joke), I am usually just ready to go at any given time…but all of a sudden it just felt like there was no way I was going to get hard. She tried giving me a handjob, she got on top of me and started rubbing herself on top of me, nothing really worked. I don’t know what to do…I guess I was a little nervous still, but I mean I really wanted to do it…

I don’t know what to do. :(