Are we just friends or could we be more

Ok I have this friend that I used to kinda see abot a year ago by that we kept txtn and callin each other and we’d go out and we kissed but we never had sex with each other because I felt we couldnt b 2gether bcoz I knew my best friend really liked him 2 so I ended up forcing him 2 go out with her and it woz da biggest mistake of my life and I regret doin it but she woz my friend, so they did go ot 4 a wile and me and him bcame really close friends and met someone but it just didnt feel right bcoz every time me and ths friend got to gether and have a drink we’d kiss. but my friend and best friend have split up and he’s seein someone else hoo he isnt interested in. Me and him are always on the fne and txtn and out all the tym. When we are 2 getha we play fight with each other all the time and we always have the best lafs eva and we can tel each other everyhing but a diny realise until a couple of weeks ago when a stayed wi him myself that still luvd him and givin him up woz the biggest mistake of my life. And when a had 2 go 2 hospital after a recent accident he came in the ambulance with me 2.

And 2 nite he got me 2 massage his bk and shoulders and just relax him and a hink thrs got 2 b more because yer friend duznt ask you 2 cme ovr 2 his wilst he s gt girlfriend and massage him

Am so confused??

A don’t want 2 ruin our friendship hes in mind 24/7 are we more thn just good friends a feel so bad becoz a hv bn txtn ths really sweet guy but it just duzny feel rite ?

Help x