Anorexia...mental Illness..i Think I Have It

You’re right, it is mostly mental, and the physical is a consequence of that. Anorexics starve themselves because they think they’re fat, not because they actually are. You said it yourself - “im normal weight” - so if you are normal, what is the problem?!? Reading a lot on illnesses can make you think you have all the symptoms even if you don’t, it’s just a normal paranoid reaction, like reading the Bible and already seeing yourself in hell :) It’s all in your mind, so work on that first. Why would you be happier skinny? Skinny is unhealthy and looks pathetic, and contrary to popular belief, people don’t like skinniness. Guys don’t like skinny chicks. I like to think of Sir Mix-a-Lot’s “Baby Got Back” - guys like it “real, thick and juicy” haha :) I realized this when I came to the USA from Europe, where it’s all about the skinny model look. I had low self esteem like you because I thought I should be skinnier. But here in the USA guys are after the real stuff. You said you were normal; you’re real. Take advantage of that. “I’m tired of magazines sayin’ flat butts are the thing…” :)

Well. If you want to loose weight you just need to not eat junk. but starving yourself is not the right idea. Go see a doctor and eat eat eat. just if you want to lose wieght limit yourself.