would I seem dumb?

Oh, wow, your situation is pretty tough… If the school is that bad, is there any way you could switch? Instead of taking it out with your grandparents, try talking it out… maybe they can find a better situation for you?

they wont let me transfer its the last private skwl in my area I had the same problem in my other private skwl I’ve only eva been in private skwls but they mite think bout it with me ova the summer

No you would not seem dumb. If you need to cry just do it. It’s best not to hold stuff like that in.

I’m not sure if there’s a whole lot you can do, then. Crying in front of the kids will only make it worse. That’s probably what they’re going for. Crying in front of your grandparents may show them what a big deal this is to you. However, don’t cry unless you really mean it. It’s not worth it to toy with someone’s head like that. Crying in front of people who care about you triggers all kinds of intense emotional reactions, and putting them through that if you don’t really mean it is kind of cruel. But if you have to, let it out!

I go to a stupid private Christian skwl and im not pretty enough for them so evryone just treats me crappy

I don’t know what to say but please don’t take it out on your grandparents because some day they won’t be here anymore and you’ll just regret it.

I dont think so they probly will keep egging on and keepmaking you cry

Crying will get you sympathy so if that is what you want then go ahead. But it may not fix the root of the problem - why are you being treated like sh*t and by who??

Firstly, taking out the anger on your grandparents if they aren’t the ones hurting and mistreating you is a very, very bad idea. It only feeds the wrong treatment. Crying isn’t going to stop anything. If your tired of it, find a way to either get out of the situation or explain the specifics to an adult who can help you end the situation. I really hope this helps. You didn’t really give a lot to go off.