Why is it that I scare loved ones intentionally?

I need to know, recently I was reverting back to suicide because I was abused in my family and, I feel rejected. I was preparing to attempt suicide because I worry that if my father starts coming around if I don’t renew the PPO which I’m going too next Thursday, I scared a couple people from church and one happened to be my LDS Branch President. I was preparing for suicide so, both parents won’t know. But, now that I have my LDS people to love and the church is my only family since mine don’t treat me right and I don’t see any of them which is wonderful. I was just wondering, since allot of people in my church love and care for me, what’s the reason for scaring loved ones like that intentionally? And, since I was able to speak to my LDS Branch President, what’s the reason for scaring him intentionally? Let me know your thoughts.

Answer #1

Sometimes its strangers from a church or a temple or a place where people simply get together that we find peace and strength with. Its really ok. Find your inner being. you can fight off anything negative that u’ve encountered. Dont give up.

Answer #2

“Dont worry, about a thing because every little thing, going to be alright”

-Bob Marley

Answer #3

Well they are the closest thing to a family uve had, or so you say… Maybe you tell them because you have no one else to turn to..

its best to tell someone and loved ones is where you should start…

Answer #4

maybe you are not scared of him. maybe you just mistrust him…

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