why can I not et over being rape

you need to tell the police what happened was in NO way YOUR fault, it was his and what he did to you was horrible and illegal so you need to tell someone also if you dont, all it will do is cause way more problems in the future talking to your parents about it or to a councelor can also help what you shouldnt do it bottle up your feelings and prenbtend it never happened or keep it to yourself you need to get it off your chest also he cant turn it around on you him being under age has nothing to do with how seriouse the rape is or anything its rape it doesnt matter how old he is he will get charged with rape tell the police exactly what happened the more recently after it happened you go to the police the better chance they have of collecting his dna samples to proove he raped you because unfortunantly if you wait too long and there are no dna traces, they cant really do much if that happens to be the case, still dont keep quite about it it did happen but you can do your part to both help other girls if you want and help yourself educate yourself about rape and the many ways guys can rape girls, also doing a course like martial arts can help to get a bit of your confidence and power back you should also speak up about what happened, because your not alone there are a lot of other girls out there who have had this happen to them and a lot more that have never told anyone and the ones that never tell anyone are worse off because they have to deal with all those flooding emotions of it all by themself I hope this helped, even if just a bit