Who wants to help me outtt big time?

Ok im beyond stressed out, im in like depressed mode. I have so much sh!t going on and I cant deal with it all...so here it goes; 1-im inlove with this kid whos in 11th grade named mike, im a sophy, and its not even like , I just love him. And we tak a decent amount and im jsu waiting for him to ask for my number or give me his, but I really want it.and I feel weird just walkin up to him in class and being like can I have your number, or even saying it a funny or cute way, I just cant...so I wanna know wht I should do with the mike . I need more ways to talk to him and get him to make the frist word or something ha I in need of adivcee...[comment me about it please]

2-im jeaous of my ex...we broke up like september 18th-ish, and I mean we talk[after the huge fight ended] and were good now, but I don't know I get so jealous when isee him with this girl, and I don't know what to do lol =[ [comment me about this too please]

3-I like [but not a lot] my friends boyfriend...hes adorable and has been helping me in math since well im not the best at it, and hes just so nice and ugh what the h3ll am I doing, its so messed up.,im messed up...[comment me about this also please]

4-this ones bout my family...and its really sad to say this, but I heard my twin say this and he was like,"dad's never around,""hes like a neighbor or a distance uncle" and I hate to say it , but its true. Out of 24 hours a day and 7 days a week, I see him 3 hours each day, except on saturday and sunday, but hes usually like out drinking at a bar...his life style: [during the week] Wake up Go to work from like 6-4 Bar Eats Bar Sleeps And this goes on everrryday. And he gets home at like 1130-12 and on a school night, [since im not a morning person who needs to get a lot of sleep] im in bed by like 1030-11..and I somedays dont see him...my parents are'nt divorced and pray they never do, but they aways fkin fight and say they are, and well maybe they will but hopefulyl as the years go by they just forget bout it and dont. And its so depressign for me, like im 15, I shouldnt be dealing with so much stuff but ugh I don't know.please fm me about this since its alittle personal, even tho I said it here, its just I need mad advice from anyone =l.

Lastly, my brother and his girlfriend have been togethr to 29 months, and all of a sudden my bro wants to break up with her, and I mean he might not love her as much or just not at all. But he does make up bullspit excusses to not bc he might of done something bad[has happened] so I don't know shes been crying so much that shes throwing up and left eraly frm sschool today.[also fm me about this since its semi-personal too]

If anyone can help, thank you and im sorry its long =(

Xo thanks