Want it(life) to be over

I just cried for the past 2 hours. Im having the worst day. I want to just roll over and die. I hate my life so much. Im only 15. I have no friends because im home schooled. Im turning 16 next week and I dont have anyone to celebrate it with. I just found out the boy im in love with(and doesnt know it) is in love with someone else. I’ve been in love with him for 3 years and he doesnt know. When he loved me I kept turning him down. Now I’ve thought about him everyday for the past year. I keep checking his myspace to see what he’s up to. I think I’m crazy. I might get expelled from an online school because sum girl cheating off of me and im the one accused of cheating when I worked my butt off doin that paper. I really hate my life and I want it to be over. Im minutes away from killin myself and I dont know what to do. I could really use some advice!

Answer #1

First of all, think about what your saying, do you REALLY want to do this, think of everyone who cares about you, your family, everybody. And this boy at one point did love you, firstly, why did you turn him down, and secondly, feelings usually don’t die unless you really mess up. Do NOT kill yourself over a boy.

I know exactly how you feel and have been in the same place as you are now. I am one of the most emotional men out there and I know very well that he would be bothered if you killed yourself.

Your only 15 and have a lot of things to live for. If you killed yourself now, you’ll never have a chance with him, where as if you didn’t, you may get one. And just because he’s not with you at this point of time, you should be happy your friends with him.

Next order of business, stop letting a girl cheat off you, its causing too much stress, if they are going to fail, let them, they won’t learn anything if you do it all for them.

Simply put, DONT DO IT.

Answer #2

I’ve been there hun. I frequeantly get so depressed like that, it’s life. I know it’s hard but you have to keep on trying. Strive to be the best at everything, do your best at everything. Right now school is the most importatnt thing to you. Get good grades then you get a good job and a happy life ( probably).

As for no friends. How about going to your local cinema, teen hangout with some family and they can intorduce you to other people. Be confident and show willing. Smile and be kind and you’ll probably get kindness back ( if you dont there not worth it anyway).

Killing yourself doesn’t solve anything. You’ve been put on this earth to enjoy yourself so go out and do it.

In my past experiences when you feel so low it’s usually just after that that good things come along, trust me. Hang on in there and it will be ok :)

Answer #3

Everyone goes through problems like this but killing yourself is not the solution. That boy doesn’t know what he is missing out on but maybe it would help if you told him how you feel. If things get worse, just try your best to move on. Everything happens for a reason and (even though you probably heard it before) things will get better. Trust me, I wanted to kill myself so many times but now that I think about it I feel so dumb for even considering that as a solution. Don’t run away from your problems. Confront your problems face to face because killing yourself will just put others in pain..

Answer #4

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