Things are terrible... Please help? I really need to know what to do...

Okay, so A LOT has been going on lately verbal abuse wise and tons other.

So first and foremost, my mother is going EXTREMELY out of bounds with her “discipline”. I see how a spanking here and there is okay, but it has gotten to the point of spanking to where my little sister is STRUGGLING TO BREATH! Yet if my little brother gets a spanking, she goes off on my dad for doing so, when his spanking isn’t even a tenth of what my sister gets. I have managed to avoid the spankings for a while now, but locking myself in my room all the time is not my picture of an ideal childhood…

Secondly, she has threatened to make me put dawn in my mouth, which can make it so you cannot breathe because it dries your mouth out so much that it blocks your airways. All because something fell on my foot and I said “dammit” because it hurt! And it isn’t like I was using is AGAINST anyone in an uncalled for manner.

She has threatened to break my sisters fingers for helping around the house, and is constantly on her back about schoolwork, which is terrible because she is trying so hard! Then when I get a report card with grades worse than hers she just tells me I better get them up. See how unfair that is?

Is she going out of line with the disciplining? But it doesn’t end there. She has let my father punch my arms on three occasions when he was angry at me (I don’t remember why) once hard enough to draw blood on a small area. When my brother bit me hard enough to leave a bruise, she just brushed it off and told me to get over it.

My dad stood up for me then, and told me to bite him back, which I didn’t want to do because he was only three at the time. So I said no and he said to or he would do it himself. He ended up doing it himself…

Then once recently, I had been putting dishes away and mom came in yelling at me for no reason and when I tried to reply she told me to shut up. Then my brother came up and yelled “YEAH. Shut up CHILD!” Like he was my parent…

I ended up throwing the bowl I was holding down and screaming at him to shut up and that he wasn’t my parent, and she proceeded to grab me by the arm and shove me into the living room and beat me up a bit and when I tried to fight back she called my dad into the room and acted like she hadn’t done anything and then said that I attacked her. sigh

This is getting out of hand. She treats my brother like an angel, and destroys my confidence. I can’t do a thing without being yelled at. Well, that is how it used to be… Now my sister is getting all the weight on her shoulders. My mom won’t stop, because everything has to be her way. It hurts to see my sister go through that.

But I have a baby brother to and don’t want to risk us getting split up. All of my siblings I mean… Except my younger brother. (the one that isn’t the baby) I could care less about what happens to his sorry spoiled ass.

I don’t want us to get split up… Is there a way I can stop this hell without leaving?

(Ps. I will be changing this ? to something untraceable by her incase she sees this… who knows what “discipline” she will make way with then…)

Thanks ahead of time guys…