Suicidal Boyfriend...NEED HELP NOW!!

I’ve been suicidal before, and the sad truth is that you just feel like there is no help, and you sometimes dont even want help, when I was in one of my down times I refused to eat, cried myself to sleep, and would cut myself often, the only thing that kept me from doing anything was that I knew someone would miss me when I was gone, unfortunately I dont have him anymore so Im doing my best to keep my head above water…so its a good thing he has you, tell him everyday how much he means to you, let him know that hes has you, and if you can bring it up in a calm happyish way tell him that you would really miss him when hes gone… you just have to be there for him, sometimes no words are the perfect ones, just being there makes all the difference in the world, sit with him and wrap your arms around him, or if hes the ‘macho’ type just let him hold you, trust me… and he’ll come out of this, the trick is once he is out you need to keep him from slipping back in, because it can happen… and about the whole child services thing, they came to my house once, and it made my parents even more angry, so of course things only got worse… I would just tell your mom, she’ll help you… good luck… when hes feeling a bit better tell him that theres always a reason to go on, even if you cant see one right now, you just have to believe that there is something more, trust that there is something more…