My Note .

( I get , there are a lot of spelling errors , this is the rough draft , so just read it , tell me if you like it , and why )

cause its a break down ,

my life , no longer includes , being Cautious , It is going to Consist of risk’s risk’s , seen in the future , where I am heading for . my Past , doesnt exsist anymore . its erased . everything , I have today , is because of these ‘ hidden ‘ risks . The person I am today , Blame it on these’hidden’ risk’s . Now , these risks are no longer hidden , there out in the open for me to grab on to , and accept . I can Take a chance and fail , or suceed . Or I can Watch and count my days , playing it safe , and keep my blurry future . im living a good life , better then most , im proud , of what I have , the people I know , the people I dont know . I dont depend on anyone , with my own choices , I could care less , if someone held me back , for sefish reasons . I can take my drugs , drink my liqure , start all the fights , and accomplish nothing but self doubt , hatred , a lonly sickness . I can only count on myself to make the right desitions , and clear the path across the world , so I can walk , and let others follow my foot steps . you cant re-phrase personal oopinions , when they are already given , you cant fight judgment . you cant surender either , when you know , what you want , why would you give it up ? . I have my friends , and there going to be there to the end , im not going to give up on them , not going to push them away , im going to keep them , im going to have there backs . I could slit my wrists , find another way out , I could drown myself , in depressing words , in other peoples comments . the haters make me stronger , they let me know , that there jeous , and a qwality in me , that dont have , they hate , thinking there going to make them selves feel better , they think , ill die a little inside , guess again . im stronger , matured over my years , seen dark sides of life , now its my time to stand above and find my way through , no matter how hard it is , ill mkae it , cause im stronger then you think . you want me to fail , I wont , I promise you . ill focus on what matters , myself , ill focus on my friends ,that matter , when I have the opertunities , ill love , like I have never loved before .