is it so bad? all the wrong reasons?

so..hugh how to even start this off.. this is like really old news for me,but a girl but cant help and think about it now and then. I cheated on my ex’ with my current boyfriend. I told my ex’ after he left me that I had cheated. (which the break up was because I was practically hoping he would so I could be with my current boyfriend) the thing is. he still wanted me after I told him I had cheated. he followed me around like a love struck puppy. and once he got it in his head that I had no intention of coming back to him. he started callin me a how. and trying to date people that we have the same classes with thinking that it will get to me…which it doesnt. he was obsessive, weird, and very controlling. & I just got tired of his weirdness. so despite all that and my drama, I did it to better me. it was a WAY UPGRADE. & I’m currently happy and totally obliviously in love with my boyfriend! but what I did…to my ex’ does it make me a hoe that I slept with my current boyfriend while dating the weird ex?

I lost my virginity to my current boyfriend awhile back before dating the weird ex. & I mean you cant get over that kinda love, right? my heart was with someone else…