I don't know what to do

I’m sorry for your loss…I know it’s hard to cope with a loved one dying…I’ve felt the pain many times, and sometimes I still want to sit down and cry…You should not be self harming yourself though, and you should know cutting yourself (If that’s what you’re doing) is not going to help you in the long run. You need to talk to a doctor or a therapist, and they’ll talk to you about the pain you’re feeling. They’re trained professionals and I’m sure they can make you feel better without you having to harm yourself. I wish you the best of luck, and if you want to talk to me feel free to mail me and I’ll try to make you feel better. That’s what I’m here for!

Emily

Would you feel comfortable talking to a teacher or a guidance counselor? It sounds like you could really use someone to lean on right now. Maybe consider talking to a pastor/priest or talk to your parents about seeing a counselor/therapist. Self-harming is not the answer, but I do understand. Please take a big step and confide in somebody who can help you. I’ll say a prayer for you tonight. I’m very sorry for your loss.

Seek out a counsellor, you need grief therapy to learn how to deal with your loss