How Do I Forqet Him?

Well I was dattinq this quy and I really liked him and well later I found out that he was dattinq some other qirl that he met dancinq while beinq with me and I forqave him and then we ended up doinq it and I thouqh he actully liked me the same way I did but I quess we had to much drama and my family didnt like me dattinq him so theyd do whatever they could to break us up. Well we ended up breakinq up and what hurt the most was when he told me that he tried loving me but yet couldnt and I told him well it hurts me to know that you dont feel the same and that you used me and he would keep tellinq me that he didnt mean to hurt me and that he didnt use me and id be like whatever and start cryinq. My causins would tell me he wasnt worth it and for me not to cry over him and stuff so I would be happy when id see him and make it seem like nothinq ever happend and yea and then one day he ended up comen to my window sayin he was sorry and that he wanted us to try it one more try and that it would bugg him that I would talk to other guys and stuff and I gave em another chance and told him that; that it would be the last chance and he said oka but we wouldnt see eachother at all and my family worned me that he wasnt worth takin back and I don’t know I feel so dumb because he endes up breakin up with me and its like he thinks were koo but to me I don’t know I just feel like I dont wanna talk to him at all. Just about 3 weeks ago I ended up seen him at the park and he told me to go over to were he was at and I said yuh come here and so he did and I was like dam ha and then he asked if he could walk me home and I was like no and hes like watever and so I leave and then I hear something behind me and its him and ima like darn ha and he endes up walkin with me and takes the ball away from me and then starts to hug me and we end up kissin and I wantd to push him away but at the same time didnt you noe. We’d keep huggiin and makin out all the way home and then my friend who is dattin his cousin ask me if she can stay the night at my house and ima like oka and we stay outside and who shows up my ex and her boyfriend and they start kissn and huggn while me and my ex jsut look at eachother and way and then he takes my phone aways and makes me reach for it and I get mad and he ends up huggn me and kissn me. lateer that night once him and his cousin leave I feel like wanted to cry and yet I don’t know why? I wanna forget him and tell him to never talk to me again but at the same time I wanna be with him but I dont want someone who aint gunna love me yuh noe.. Ugh wha should I do? Yet to this day he sometimes trys talkin to me but I ignore em as much as posisbale… WHA SHOULD I DO IM SO CONFUSED!!