What should I do honestly? (no mean answers!)

There are lots of things to consider.

1. I think it sounds like you are not ready or motivated to go to college. If you are not motivated you will never be successful there. If you are not going to be successful there, you really shouldn’t waste your time.
2. If you drop out now it will be very difficult to go back some time in the future. Once your life goes in a different direction, it is often difficult to be a student again. I know lots of people who dropped out and never went back.
3. In general, a life where your source of income is “writing, singing, acting and perhaps “‘miming’” means a life of abject poverty. These are better hobbies than careers; that is just a fact of life. I’m not saying you have to suffer your entire life in a cubicle. I’m saying there are ways to enjoy yourself and make a good living, but the arts is not one of those ways.

Some things in my life: College was the best and most important experience in my life (and I’ve lived quite awhile). It changed my whole future and gave me the opportunity for a rich and exciting life. However, I did not start college until I was 20. Also, I assume your math and English classes are requirements rather then something you are actually interested in. When I went to college, I started out only taking classes I enjoyed and then took requirements only to get my degree. That way I enjoyed college more and took the uninteresting stuff only to get a degree. This motivated me more than if I had taken those boring classes first.

So … no advice, just information. The decision has to be yours. Good luck.

I wouldn’t look at it as dropping. I would look at it as taking a break from school. I did the same thing. Went to a community college, wasn’t doing to well, I just wanted a “break” and just earn money and do what i like to do. After a year, I ended up signing up for a small private college and now I am graduating in January with high honors and AS degree as a paralegal.

take a breath, take a break, and you will know when you are ready. find that motivation!

ah the youth, what a thing, its warming and yet sad to see the dreams of the youth….

well come back down cos u need to learn some facts :

1. It’s harder than you think to get into any of those “categories” you mentioned, you need talent and an education and you need to know people in the business
2. you failed your English, writing is not for you, i bet thats why you failed O_O
3. dear god dont drop out of an education that diploma can make a difference between hired and gtfo of my office you lazy bum!
4. you need to stop fooling around, there is time for that after you get your sh*t together
5. miming is not a job, nope.avi, its just begging with a show

you need to educate yourself, if a job is hard to find you can always look outside the borders, but they’ll need a diploma from you… so yeah either try a shot in the dark or try a shot in the dark with a flashlight on low batteries…. better than nothing IMO