How can I get my life back together?

first, stop smoking that crap that will make a world of a difference. once you’ve done that, then come talk to me. (therapy will help with this)

Well if you’ve already recognised that you have a problem with motivation and this problem stems from pot, what sort of advice are you expecting to get? Stop smoking weed, obviously.

Go to your local GP or go on talk to frank or whatever. Or just go cold turkey. Or cut down to one spliff a day and then one every two days. It doesn’t take a genius.

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I wish you the best !!