Friendship with benifits is almost like dating... But I'm so confu

As a quick history, my boyfriend and love of my life dumped me back in December. He’s my best friend, and always has been. We’re still friends, but recently, things have been getting a little… strange.

We don’t spend that much time out of school together, as schedules and school just don’t allow it. But it seems that everytime we do, well, its almost as if we’re going out again.

This wouldn’t be so bad, but its getting me confused and a little down. He has admitted to me that he still likes me, and that leaving me was one of the worst things he’s ever done.

He also says that it just wouldn’t work between us.

I’ve been brooding over that for a while now, and I didn’t get anywhere.

I finally got up the courage to ask him why it wouldn’t work, but given certain circumstances, he wasn’t able to answer. (Those circumstances being that he had been over at my house and somethings, well, sort of just…

happened… And no, it wasn’t sex.)

Anyways, I don’t really know what I should do.

I love him with all my heart, and he’s my best friend. I would give anything to be able to convince him that it COULD work out between us again.

I really would. Really, what I’m asking is, what should I do? I know I can’t make him see things my way, but I really don’t know what to do.

He’s my best friend, and I love him with all my heart. I couldn’t bare loosing him.

Ever.

I’m sorry about the length of my question and stuff, but this really isn’t as much as I could write on this subject :P.