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Its only been the first day of high school and I hate it! My classes are boring the teachers are horrible I have nobody with lunch. except for some people Ii know but I don’t care to see them. I think I’m just afraid to move on. I feel like I have so much stuff behind me, I’m leaving my other friends, I’m trying to run away from problems that can hurt me (emotionally) but I’m trying to tell myself it cant and never will hurt me. But I know it will.. and adventually it will.. again.. I also like my friend.. and I think I might love him, I know you might say I’m to young to love... and I’m telling my self that too! But the things that just pops into my head about him isn’t saying I might not love him but that I do...Like I want him to be my last kiss and I want him to not look at other girls so much.. I know he gets hurt so much and I want it to end.,. and I feel like ill never see him again because he moved, he’s trying to keep so much from everybody because he doesn’t want people to judge him because he had to move into not a great town.. he still tells me stuff but its hard to keep track of. I think I just might be afraid of being around somebody I can like because I’ve always been afraid of him leaving my life and stupid of how it sounds I think I’m just afraid of somebody that will love me or treat me well.. ANND My best friend hates her father because he use to abuse her and her little sister. She wants to run away and take her little sister with her,(( I want to help her as much as I can too.)) And ofcourse more problems..but.. In all I just feel like I have to much stuff to move into high school.. any advice I feel like high school stinks and I just want to go on with studies for photography and just get out already! funny thing is I’m a freshmen only... I just want change.. and I want to finally move on get a job make a career and start to were I think can lead me well!! I want to escape anything thats going to make it worse I love him, and I care bout people more than myself, and ofcourse then I never care when ends with me being hurt!!! any advice??? plzzz
loads of people are going to hate there first weeks of school, but trust me you will settle in you're find a group of people that have the same intrests as you & for someone who is just starting high school sounds like you have a lot on your shoulders, but this boy you like if you like him tell him but at the time your ready because you might regret it if he find a girl & try to help him through his problems give him advice & you rli shouldnt be carrying other peoples problems around on your shoulders & yeah everybodys afraid to be with someone cause they might leave well theres gna be a lot of people wht are gna leave and your gna leave but you will find the right one & nobodys to young to fall in love becuase they dont know what you're feeling. & your bestfriend she could try contacting child line if she feels uncomftable living with her father or tell a teacher or someone. and life will get better your just having a bumpy road atm your'll soon get to the smooth road, enjoy high school while you can to make friends, laugh & go crazyy and make get studing because high school go to quick belive me im in my last year. but hope I helped in some way & good luck. x
I think is very normal to feel what you are feeling. Just give it a little time. And I think you should tell your friend to seek help to stop her father from abusing her.
