Does epilepsy have 2 do with somethin psychologically

When I was just becoming a teenager I had my 1st seizure, told I had epilepsy & after my seizure was put on medication. I didn’t have often seizures & after staring university in Canada things, my life, I myself have changed A LOT. However I haven’t gotten through university, returned home to Cyprus, gone 2 college there fr a while, have been off and on depressed the past 4 years & before I go through phases just like every1 I guess but the last 4 years 2 the extent that I tried 2 overdose on my medication or experiment with it. The 2 years while I was in Canada I never had a seizure or anythin close but in Cyprus I have maybe not often but can’t predict when. Now I am back in Canada mostly my parents choice because in Cyprus they can’t help me much (doctors don’t know much about epilepsy) & since the last time they changed my medication my behaviour has changed sooo much on studyin, can’t concentrate, my memory is gotten less, I’ve become sooo slow in doin things, & lost my interest in sooo many things. Except looks in fact I’ve increased my interest there as if I’m dumb & stupid (which that’s how I feel when it comes 2 school), hate everythin but shoppin & looking good like those girls you see in the movies. I’m wonderin is the medication indeed affectin me? Does epilepsy have 2 do with somethin psychologically? I don’t know almost anythin about it & havent been seen by the doctor here in Canada yet.