Cure for Lovesickness?

My life took a quick turn at some point of my life and I’m feeling a bit depressed (?) I guess.

So I met this perfect girl for me and we broke up about 2 weeks ago. Everything about her made me smile, she had the same goals/wants as me for just about everything, but what made me really love her was that she always had a different approach then what I had. Like if we wanted to cheer someone up I’d always be joking with them while she would be straight up with them and reason.

Though its kind of weird… I actually kind of fell more in love with her when she thought everything she was doing was something that made me get mad at her. But honestly I could never be mad at her.

Recently though… since some age issues and such, I’m 17 while she’s 15 and we are going to different schools. She said she wasn’t ready for a relationship and I was okay with that 80% of the way. But because of a few accidents, I lost one of my best friends and her in an instant. My ex removed me as a friend as a social site and blocked me off Aim while I can’t even bring myself to talk to my exbest after what she put me through.

I’m just a bit sad it came out this way… but I know talking to my ex will not do anything… I know if I had a chance to get back with her I would, but it’ll all end up the same way.( my guess is that she thinks I’m mad at her at the moment). I guess I just want someone one to talk with. Why did it turn out this way?