Why do I feel this way for him? Hes not even worth it?

Okay so me and my boyfriend just broke you couple days ago because we both decided that HE was way to busy in his life. with everything. And he didnt have anytime for me..AND he says he still likes me a lot and I still REALLREALL likee him. I even promised I would not go afta another guy because I care for him that much.. he told me he loved me a couple weeks ago. And when like last week we messed around(noonaa that) qwe just went a lill farther then normal. and yesurday wehen I was on the phone with him I was like “ oh remeber the day you said you loved me “ and hes like” ohh was I drunck or really tired!” and im like WOOWW john really?!! you said it too me like 400 times. and it pi$$ed me off. so now were supposidly really good friends..unless thats what he wants to believe.. if he REALLY like dme he would STOP me in the hallways and give me a hug rightt??? is he even worth my time anymore?? because we have one class toegther and he DOESNTTT even look at me like I DONT get it at ALLL. its sooo confusing and then right after class he dont even bother waiting me me anymore.he justs goes straight to his next classs..ANDD not to mention he used to text me EEERRRYYYDAy when I got home from track .but now..NOTHINGG. whatso ever .I would be the one to hit him up. im soo sick of him. I cry every singlee night BECAUSE im sick and tired of him ignoring me.. he would rather be with his other friends that are girls rather then me and sorrryy but today I nthe hallway. we looked at each other for like 3 second contact in the eyes…guess what he did. called his other friend nick.. he didnt even say hi. I hate what hes doing, but I love him at the same time !!! ughh pweaaser helpp sorry this is really long loll I just wanna know what hes trying to pull off here. and is he really worth my time anymoree?