Why am I not kissing him when I really want to?

Ok my bestfriend (a guy) were at his house and for some reason we ended up in his bed cuddling. He was biting me gently on the back and stuff and (I don’t know why I let him) I let him finger me and feel me up. I wasn’t thinking and I kinda let my emotions get ahead of me. Anyway then he rolled me over and wanted to kiss me, (I still have not had my first kiss yet,) but I just shuke my head no and I felt really bad cause I wanted to so badly and I also rejected him. So what should I do? Cause I really have no clue what to tell myself… Plus was it the right thing to let him finger me, I mean it was wonderful but still I knew it was wrong but I still did it and I’m one of those girls who knows what’s right to do and wrong to do but I messed up… Help me please!

Answer #1

I did that before too. I didn’t let a guy kiss me when I really wanted him too. I guess my mind was a little ahead of my body. Maybe, you should ask yourself if you really like him, or you just were liking the feeling. You really should just ask him whats going on, because it looks like he might want to be more than friends. Until then, it might be just a bit akward. :)

Answer #2

Omg! I’m going through the same thing apart that fingering part. He offered but I turn it down due to my self conscious and we’re only friends atm but I’m confused too.

Answer #3

Omg! I’m going through the same thing apart that fingering part. He offered but I turn it down due to my self conscious and we’re only friends atm but I’m confused too.

Answer #4

Omg! I’m going through the same thing apart that fingering part. He offered but I turn it down due to my self conscious and we’re only friends atm but I’m confused too.

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