Why a guy maybe avoiding me?

It has been little over a week since I last spoke and kissed this guy friend. In between that time I only texted him once explaining that I was sorry for being scared and is willing to try again. He never replied and so I know that he is avoiding me for some reason. Now before we even hung out and him kissing me, he knew before hand that I never kissed anyone since he asked me that same very day if I ever had. So I don’t understand why he was expecting me to be some perfect kisser and was disappointed that I wasn’t. Also he stuck in tongue in my throat which I wasn’t expecting so it was hard to know what to do. I apologized to him so I don’t understand why he isn’t bothering to take the time to talk to me. Before he constantly would talk to me through out the day about stuff and how he was excited to see me because we haven’t seen each other for awhile because he is busy with college and work.Then after we hung out that night he stopped talking to me. I don’t know anymore and I’m starting to think I was played for a kiss please help?