Where ever this goes...

I agree completely with qcumbr1, there must have been things in the past that you said “I wish I had the time to do this…” and couldnt due to your family and relationship restrictions. Although your family isnt right there anymore, im sure you can still call and speak to them and even visit them, your communication should not have been cut off completely surely. Growing up and growing away from your family is just the way life is, they will always be there and the degree of your relationship depends on each family and how much effort you put into it, remember they aren’t gone forever, you will see and speak to tehm again. That guy sounds like a real jerk and you dont need him in your life. Its time for you to take up some new hobbies, concentrate on your career, make new friends, meet new people and work on becoming an independent and strong person. Hang in there, things will get better, promise, just focus on YOU now, you might never get the chance to again, so enjoy it while you have it, im sure u’ll have lots of new friends and a new great boyfriend again in no time! Goodluck and hang in there!