What song can relate to this ?

I had many relationship but non serius .But their this girl that I dated she was dirent from all other girl or so I think !so I ask her out in valentine’s day.when I kiss her it really feel like a kiss..we broke up later that year because we dint see eachother that much she was in 9th and I was in 8th !!I will never forget that kiss ,it was a sunny day but it rain and little pieces of ice were falling I was walkin her home and that was the first time I kiss her and we had been going out for 2 months!!well keep breakin up because I always feel shy talkin 2 her ,that had never happen before to me it was always easy for me to talk to girl..in the the 5th break up was the final but I became obsessed with her.but I act like I feel nuthin but I feel so happy