Funadvice Logo

What should I do with my life?

Home More advice General Knowledge

This is going to be a long question but just to give you background information: my mom got in a car accident when I was very young, and broke her neck and spine, and is now quadriplegic (paralyzed of both legs and hands) which had a huge affect on me when I was younger. not only that, but she also has been in another car accident (a year and a half ago) which caused her to be in a hospital for a year because of serious damage to her spine. my grandad also died of lung cancer last january, my other grandfather had a stroke 2 years ago and is still in the hospital because he is also paralyzed, and my dad has been diagnosed for cancer in october, a week before I got burned out of my residence at school. (brandon hall at mcmaster university, google it, im not even kidding its so ridiculous) im so depressed that I cant even function anymore. I cant even physically speak about whats happened, I've resulted to typing it on a keyboard. My parents payed so much for me to go to school, and because of the fire my marks dropped, I might even be failing, and I cant even get a refund for those courses, I've had meetings with my acedemic advisors. So many horrible things have happened to me and I just feel like any of my friends that I talk to about these things dont even know how to begin to make me feel better, just because they cant even begin to relate to anything thats happened to me. im not trying to sound dramatic, but these are events that have happened to me that I have to live with every day for my life. I know that my family wants me to do the best for myself, but I dont even understand what is best for myself anymore. Can anyone out there help me get back on track with my life and give me any advice from their own experiences?